by ambra » Wed Nov 19, 2014 12:54 pm
Here I am, sorry for yesterday..
Friday morning was a strange day, I was stubborn, irritable, during the night I thought about things that doesn't go as they should, in my opinion.
I forced myself to keep calm in the morning, but after lunch, I received an e-mail and I jumped to my collegue's nek.
Like people who do not get upset ever, I probably exaggerated: I used a loud voice, I didn't understand some passages of the mail, I recriminated about past episodes.
I don't regret anything, because she has been very rude with my the recent years, I decided to stop asking why, and I'm going to ignore her, giving up the hope to create a good work enviroment.
I realize that I have no power: if she woud not to talk with me in the lunch time for example (she never look my face), I will not eat with her anymore.
Then I waited till 17.30 a meeting fixed for the 15.30, in which our boss announced some changes of my work of the day.
I went out at 18.30, I found my bike (parked in the yard of the company) broken, I went to the bike mechanical and ... he convinced me to buy another one!
I went at home and I went to shop on foot, at 20.30 I finally hugged my kids and luckily the day was over!